if dreams were lightning & thunder was desire, this old house would have burnt down a long time ago.

i miss a lot of people today.

i wish new york city had a cider mill.

i want to have so many children so my house is full of the sounds of life all the time.

so much happens here, but i feel like i'm missing out on so much happening elsewhere.
i wish it was possible to do everything, to be everywhere, always.
though i'm sure i'd be exhausted.